At first, I don't like many of them, I don't even know some of them, but now I know, and I love all of them. I got few good friends, and got closer to my old friends.
I changed because of the trust that was given to me by a teacher. And I felt down, when the other teachers looked down upon me. But, that has changed, they didn't look down upon me right now. They know that I can, they know that I won't give up even though I can't.
I had some problems with few friends, and there's one that I thought a big problem, but actually is not. Then, I reconciled with all my dearest friends.
Today, when heard what my teacher said, I heard her advises us to move on and to be happy, and to stay close to each other. It pains me so much. I tried to hold myself back, but I can't.
My chest was in pain.
I remember the last task for English lesson. Singing. Each of us sing a song in a group of two. There's many that can sing well, and many that are funny to watch because of their stage act. Hearing their voice made me asked God, "Can you give me a few minutes???"
God said, "If you want any minutes, just stay in this class for another year...." I laughed at God's comment and said, "No, I should go on."
Then, God nodded at me and gave me a smile.
Today, our exam cards were given to each of us. My hands trembled when I received it, this is the end, I thought. I took a very deep breath and took the card from he teacher.
Yeah, the show must go on. If we should part our ways, now is the right time to do it. I can only hope that someday we shall meet again, maybe....
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